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Name: Jason
Country: Hong Kong


Interests: Japanese Music, Japanese Food, Japanese Comics...(you got the point!)
Expertise: cheering up people and annoying them at worst times, being "bored" (in my terms)
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 3/25/2003

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Thursday, April 17, 2003

Man time goes fast...I just discovered that I didn't make a Xanga entry in days!!

Things are a but messy in my room, things are piled up one on top of another and HW is everywhre *sigh* I haven't all of it yet, I'm still missing history, IT Chinese, English and Japanese *sigh* Heck..life sucks sometimes. Well now it's about 5:15 and I'm going out in about 15 min so i thought i'd have time to write a entry.

I FINALLY FINISHED FFX!!!!! I finished it this morning at 2:30AM! I played that game for about 54 hours!! (Of course not in one go) HAHAHAHAHHA!!! thanks for the emotional support kevin!!!! The ending was sooooo sad...(I won;t spoil it for anyone...but i dun think anyone haven't finished the game yet...I'm the last one - -') I dunno why some people say that the ending sucks, I think it's good! Makes me want to buy FFX2! But I'm going to wait for the international version.

I basically have been doing a few things only, other then the essentials, I've been Playing CS, FFX, reading a book by David eddings (which is about 1000 pages), doing logic puzzles, watching MTV and doing my hw. Now, I finshed FFX, my logic is screwed up so i only do it when I'm in the mood, My mom's TV (the only TV in the house with cable) is screwed up most of the time(it gets static for some reason) Hw...Ha...forget it and reading is too brain damageing for me at the moment.. so inconclusion, I have nothing to do at the moment. Any suggestions???

I'm now running around HK to look for a laptop for baording school...*sigh* people are still mad at me cause I'm leaving T.T hai...

argh...time to go! see ya


Sunday, April 13, 2003

I dunno if anybody reads this or not, though I know some people who do read them...Anyhow, I haven't been enough spare time (or boredom) to write any entries in the past 2 days. O well

Things are getting rough in my  little head, it's like a blocked hose full of water, it's all cramped in there...What's scramped in there you say? I dunno...

I went to watch a movie with my god mom's family, my sister's bf (yes bf, he's my god mom son...) and some other family i dun really know, we watched this movie called The Core and i thought it's pretty good, not the worst movie but not the best, some parts is very predicable if you watched enough of these 'save the earth' movies.

The core is basically about the core stops rotating, causing some Eletromagnetic force to stop and killing everyone...blah...blah.. then someone thought of this plan to go in the core...blah...blah...blah...then they save the world. (yay...)

btw if you are asking me why i risk my life to go to the cinema at this time...well...I didn;t really go to one exactly, we booked a mini theatre in Tai Koo and wacthed it there, so there was only 14 of us...and we get to have unlimited popcorn ( I didn't stuff myself though, my sis did = =') and you get to keep your mobile phones on (of course, with everyone's prermission)

Japanese class on friday was really something. There was no public classes cause of pnuemonia, which means only provate classes, and very few people has priate classes at that time i guess so it was like all empty...Anyways Me dom chan and kevin were fooling around, first with markers and then making fake gas masks and floating about = =' then finally played hostages with the markers...

Today i got a new rabbit~! Too bad i dun have a digital camera to take a photo of it, but I think it looks pretty cute, despite of course there are cuter things in life (hahaha you know who you are) but oh well it's good enough, O KOOL! the rabbit even has ~wings~ (lol)

Today i was surfing the net when i came across this quote from Alice in Wonderland. Now we all thought Alice in Wonderland is a story for kids, what i didn't know is that this bok has a lot of DEEP meanings and is being studyed by people in college in english and phycology ( did i spell that right?)

Anyways the quote is:

"But I don't want to go among mad people," Alice remarked.
"Oh you can't help that,' said the Cat: 'We're all mad here. I'm mad, you're mad."
"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.
"You must be," said the Cat, "Or you wouldn't have come here."

Made me think for a while then i went "Heck!" and went to another site.

now the time is about 8:20PM and I'm just finishing playing CS (dunno why i still play it) anyways today I met Rika! she was like spamming HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI messages all over the server, pissing poeple off and wanted to kick her ( i did too at some point) But it was nice to see her again, I haven't seen her since...I dunno a mounth???

I'm sorta determined to find a manga drawing style so these days I'm gonna keep on drawing (I hope) and like hope i could adapt to a good style i like by the end of this week!

playing with my new rabbit now, bye

 


Thursday, April 10, 2003

Jason Level:03

Lifespan: 99/100 (awake!)

Boredom scale: 6/10

Last night, I was in pain...pain of trying to get to sleep! I ended up sleeping at around 4 in the morning and woke up at 7 in the morning (omg...) anyways....the process of trying to get to sleep was pretty halirious. First, I grabbed my headphones and listened to music (as usual) and I'd expect to be sleepy after a while, turn off the hi-fi and then go to sleep (but of course that didn't happen) So then I rolled around my bed, and the blankets kept on wrapping me up and then at the end I loked like a spring roll (yea yea laugh all you want). Feeling that I was wide awake I decided to play FFX! And then gave up when the menu screen poped up and switched it off. OK! So the time now is about 1:00 AM and mind you I was like WIDE AWAKE!!! It's like I drank coffee (without sugar, so it's sour) before I went to bed...Anyways I then went into the kitchen and grabbed two chewy bars (apple berry flavour!!) then I drank two glasses of water, did a few logic puzzles and BAM! 2:00AM. So i attempted to go back to sleep (notice the word ATTEMPTED) but i gave up about 15 minutes (I was watching the clock every 5 minutes..lol) So i decded to jusy lay on my bed and think for awhile, like space out (ya know what I mean?) @_@ <---ME

So the first thing I thought about was school *sigh* and like when will i ever go back to school, I really hope I could go back to school (you people will now think that I'm crazy but I'm not..) the reason behind it is:

1.) I'm leaving to boarding school...So I wanna see more of everyone hehehehe </lame + charming mode>

2.) There is nothing to do at home other then playing video games, reading and doing logic puzzles and I'm sorta getting bored of doing them over and over and over and over again...

Which leads me to the weirdest conclusion at that time...I grabbed my mobile phone and punched in a number.

Before you read on, may I remind you that it's about 2 in the morning, the sun hasn't come out yet and the sky is all dark...ok read on please

So I called someone (I'm not telling who that is MUHAHAHAHA </lame mode> because I don't think they want their names disclosed) and this was the direct conversation. ( we shall call that person X for now)

*phone rings several times*

X: *faintly* hello?

Me: *excitedly* YO!

X: *pause* you know what time it is??

Me: about 2 something

X: good...You ok??

Me: ME! WHY ASK!!??? (mind you I was happy that I could talk to someone at this time)

X: I dunno...First of all *blanket noises* you would be one of the few people to call me anyways

Me: SO!?

X: Second... at this time??!

Me: sorry

X: (all of a sudden the tone changed) no no it's ok...so wuzzup (she seems very awake now ladies and gentlemen)

Me: I dunno I just felt like talking...

X: O

Me:yea...

Both: ....

Both: ....

Both: ....

Me: Bye i guess...

X: bye...

*end of phone conversation*

OMG...That was the gayest phone conversation I had in years...I stil recall my other weird telephone conversation about 3 mounths ago... (I'd name that person Y)

Me: hello?

Y: HI! JASON REMEMBER ME!

Me: no...

Y: (sudden change of tone) o...

*pause*

Me: who are you anyways...

Y:GUESS hehehehhe

Me: ok <Gay ass smart mode> You are a girl

Y : *clapping noises*

Me: you should be chinese...

Y: WTF...How did you know??!

Me: we are speaking cantonese.... -.- <-- My face

Y: o yea...Smart

Me: wait... that's not smart What I'm about to tell you is smart but first...Can you hang up the phone in mom's room and come straight into my room to talk to me instead Nicole (my sister) </gay ass smart mode>

Nicole: ok...hehehe

*end of conversation*

(if you think that was funny you should read on..This is even worse)

So...that was amusing I guess...the time is about 3 now and I'm still bored like hell...So i decdied to watch some TV so i grabbed the remote and turned it on and sorta gazed into that 30 inch monitor...

Before you read on... May i tell you someting about my family, actully just my mom....

Many of you should have seen my mom..anyways Most of you say she looks very pretty... (I don't but heck.. who gives about my opinion! Ask anybody who are close friends with me and they wil prove to you about my mom's looks) Now...If you really know my mom then you would know that she does kickboxing as well as Yoga (KICKBOXING!?!?!? o_O'' yea seriously she does it) ok.. you got the points now read on...

So i was watching for about 10 minutes when I heard faint footsteps in the corridor and I'm like who can that be??? So I got up from the sofa in the living room and slowly (notice the SLOWLY) walked up to the dining room.

The footsteps began to get louder as i slowly walked (well maybe tip-toed) to the dining table and then WHAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom puunched my right cheek and i fell on the floor dead...

After many sorry-ies from my mom and "I thought it was a robber" and "God knows who could it be and why are you up this late?" speech I discovered that my right cheek was red (it still is and the time is about 10:30 at night, MORE THEN 12 hours! Not to mention it still hurts!) and stuck my mind to SLEEP!!!

and so i did

Jason Level:03

Lifespan: -100/100 (Killed by my own mother)

Boredom scale: 0/10 (if you are dead, how could you be bored?)


Tuesday, April 08, 2003

Ok...I got many feedback on the gay sta thingy and now I'm going to make myself loud and clear...I was fucking bored so i thought of this really gay idea of imganing myself as an rpg character! Is that wrong?! IS that a sin?! Am I stopping the world from moving (at this point I expect everyone to start saying mm..yeah of course in front of the comp *sigh*) So anyways...I've decdied to stop the stats thingy and instead have my boredom scale and my lifespan for the day (probably to show how tired i get or how injured i could possibly get in a day's work)

Well...This morning I posted already, and I sorta restricted myself to one xanga a day (dun ask why) but Heck...I'm writing this anyway...So stop me if you can  I'm also still in a depression because Yuna was not the girl singing in the concert (screw squaresoft)

I've got some rather...uh...(trying to describe it) news  to tell everyone. (sorry couldn't think of a good adjective) This might make a few people happy as well as sad so I dunno...So what's the news??? I'M LEAVING THIS YEAR TO GO TO BOARDING SCHOOL! I felt that I had to say it...and already people are starting to grab their fire tourches and burn me alive, others want me pin me to a wooden baord with stakes (A little like jesus) So I will be busy these few days, but that doesn't stop me from writing my xanga! (LOL)

So far about 4 people know I'm leaving for sure, others either dunno about the whole thing, or they dunno that it was confirmed that I'm leaving. So I'm saying it here first...So at least I can't get killed over the internet, unless Matrix has made another breakthrough in dealing with reality...*sigh*

So here I am...the time is about 9:40PM and I am chatting listening to music and surfing the net. Speaking of the net, i found this really interesting fact that on average (notice the on average) every 7 seconds someone dies...so about the time i finished writing this xanga, about 1000+ people has died (freaky eh?) and like I was listening to music this afternoon in my room with my headphones (yea I got headphones!) and like each japanese song on average is about 4 minutes and in by the end of each song 34 people had just left the planet...*phew* thank god I wasn't in those 34 people...

I had just recieved some crazy hw from my tutor which is two essays!!! and like both of them is unfamiliar to me! heck i wish i could burn them (but I can't...fuck)

Surprisingly, I managed to save myself from any injuries today, I didn't bump into anything or hit anything by accident...pretty stupid that I ussally do that...

I played FFX for about 10 minutes then gave up cause I just couldn't bear the fact that Domnic beated it the other day (fuck...) so i went to play CS...then i get dissed for being a cheater cause I was doing very well! I was like WTF! Those gay people haven't seen a good player before??! btw Thanks Petty for supporting me today ^^

I watched the Real Emotion music video at around 7:25 on MTV (cable channel 14) and I had to see that Koda Kumi is pretty ulgy (hahah sorry) but she dance very well and the CG from the game was really good but heck, I've seen that inro for about 10 times (But it's still good ^^)

That's about it...Nothing else I really wanna say anymore, I guess I want to recieve more calls from anybody, because I hate always calling people and found out that they are busy or I have to leave a message, I'm also leaving this year so anybody who wants to confess (lol) or talk about anything could call me!!! my cell is always on! (even when I recharage it)

Jason Level:02

Lifespan: 99/100 (I'm still wide awake)

Boredom scale: 3/10


level:01.5

HP:140

MP:102

Strength:15

stamina: 15

Willpower:15

Luck:8

Boredom scale: 2/10

So I woke up at 7:10AM and stared out the window, now before you read on let me assure you that my picture of heaven is like a a floor of clouds, though that's not very creative...somehow my mind is fixed to such a shit image of what god provides us after our little hearts stop working...so back to the window. I stared out the window and saw nothing...just plain nothing, the fog covered up everything outside, and though I was awake, my mind isn't really working (ok laugh all you want) and thought I was dead or something...funny eh?

After remembering that my tutor is coming in about 4 hours (fuck...) I regained my senses again and I walked out of my bed to my comp and started typing on this weblog.

OK...I can't believe I already got comments from yesterday's weblog. First, I would like to say that the person at the concert in FFX2 is not Yuna, but a girl called Le Blanc, a rival group of Yuna's sphere group. Though I can't tell the difference between the two girls, I'm very dissipointed in Square's lack of creativity in creating new characters and surprised how lazy they could get (grab yuna and say it's Le Blanc) [-20 MP because of mental breakdown that Square is lazy, and after supporting it for many years, felt like stabing the designers for the game] damn this!

I also found out that one of my good friend Dominic Ho (xanga username: ap0kalypse) had finished FFX. Though he says he's a little late, I HAVEN'T FINISHED IT YET! [-40MP, another breakdown] so screw this!!! ARGH!!

Speaking of Dom, I've found out yesterday that he actully skipped I.T class before, and I can't believe he has done it...that kid got guts sometimes...I just hope Dom, that you don't skip class anymore! But there is always a good side to everything (well almost) and upon recieveing this shocking news, i could use it as a balckmail towards Dom (I dunno how I could pull it off though) hehehehehe  [Gained Ability: Blackmail]

Some people also commented on my layout, it's Xanga Premuim...somehow i got a free trail for about 14 days or something and I'm trying to make the best of it, i just hope I could keep this layout, i like it so much, but discovering that nto everyone get's the free trail, I felt that i was finally getting lucky for once [Luck +1] MUHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA Losers!!!! </lame mode>

last Night Clement (Xanga user Cr0w) gave me the Ultimate Link, it's the gayest link in the world, people who are reading this...you should try it out! The link is www.feetman.com (I think) have fun people! hehehehe </lame mode>

level:01.5

HP:140

MP:42

Strength:15

stamina: 15

Willpower:15

Luck:9

Boredom scale: 0/10 (at least for now)



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